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About Me Member General Addict Colin Berry15/Male/Canada

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I'd Sell My Soul To Be Normal.
Chapter One:Suicide "I'd do anything to stop you, although my soul may not be worth it, run among the fence, stab my lungs im not worth shit."
I looked in the bathroom mirror, tears dripping off my chin. My silver eyes, surrounded by the bloodshot white that surrounds it. The hand print of my fathers brutal slap, glowed red on my face. I could hear the screams of my father and my mother. I was scared. That was the first time my parents ever had an argument. My names Johnny, and I'm 15. Ive known i was gay for a while, but i could never tell my parents. Im not the tallest per

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Vivisection - 9 Colour flooded my cheeks and I cringed insanely as I realised why Greg had been looking forward to our Games lesson. I'd tried to ignore him at first, convinced that I was imagining things, seeing them as I secretly wanted them to be. But as I stole quick glances at him, I realised that my instincts had been correct. He would not or could not stop staring at me. I had felt humiliated in the knowledge that Greg had been watching inconspicuously as I removed my trousers and put on my shorts, trying to pretend he wasn't there. I didn't want him to see me. I didn't want to put him off me in any way. I feared he'd sud Vivisection - 9
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Renovation

Mon Oct 19, 2009, 8:04 PM

Hello people who skim through this journal, not really caring.
Ima let you know that I am deleting all my old work, because I really don't like that
whiny emo bitch I used to be.

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Mood: Awestruck
Listening to: Farenheit - At the Drive In

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Hello there. My name is Colin. I am a very odd/spontaneous person. As you can see I have posted some odd stuff over the years. Yeah, I attempt to do lots of things. But they usually never work out. But I'm gonna make a come back... someday. I generally like to do stuff on the computer, as well as play the hell out of the drums. My favorite bands include The Mars Volta, Opeth, Alexisonfire, Tool + more. I am reaaally into experimental music and I love everything that doesn't go with the flow, so to speak. You can usually find me in these fine websites:
WEBSITE
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FACEBOOK
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Thank you for reading, and have a great day.

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Current Residence: My House
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
Interests: Music, Drawing, Sleeping
Favourite movie: Requiem for a Dream
Favourite band or musician: The Mars Volta
Favourite genre of music: Rock/Alternative/Progressive/Indie
Favourite artist: Omar Readriegue-Lopez
Favourite style of art: Dark/Sci-Fi/Random
Operating System: OS 10.4.11 Tiger + XP
MP3 player of choice: Ipod Classic 80gb
Favourite game: Sims 2
Tools of the Trade: Ibook G4 14.1inch && Wacom Bamboo Fun Medium Tablet && Photoshop CS

Website: http://www.axuforum.com
Email: teflon@axuforum.com
MSN: aftersununder@live.com

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~Mars-Volta-Fans Oct 18, 2009, 10:05:51 AM

THanks for the watch.

~sexnotfound Sep 18, 2009, 2:04:20 PM

if you like erotic stories, check him out

~Fightingmonkey Apr 21, 2009, 3:53:16 AM

Thanks man

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